► 僕が死のうと思ったのは

思う

To think, to consider, to believe; to think (of doing), to plan (to do); to judge, to assess, to regard; to imagine, to suppose, to dream; to expect, to look forward to; to feel, to desire, to want; to recall, to remember

僕

I, me; you; manservant

死ぬ

To die, to pass away; to lose spirit, to lose vigor, to look dead; to cease, to stop

鳴く

To sing (bird); to bark, to purr, to make sound (animal)

桟橋

Wharf, bridge, jetty, pier

波

Wave

浮かぶ

To float, to be suspended; to rise to surface; to come to mind, to have inspiration

消える

To go out, to vanish, to disappear

随意

Voluntary, optional, free, elective

過去

The past, bygone days, the previous; a past (i.e. a personal history one would prefer remained secret), one''s past; past (tense), preterit, preterite; previous life

飛ぶ

To fly, to soar; to jump, to leap, to spring, to bound, to hop

思う

To think, to consider, to believe; to think (of doing), to plan (to do); to judge, to assess, to regard; to imagine, to suppose, to dream; to expect, to look forward to; to feel, to desire, to want; to recall, to remember

僕

I, me; you; manservant

死ぬ

To die, to pass away; to lose spirit, to lose vigor, to look dead; to cease, to stop

日

Day, days; sun, sunshine, sunlight; case (esp. unfortunate), event

誕生

Birth, creation, formation

咲く

To bloom

花

Flower, blossom, bloom, petal; cherry blossom; beauty; blooming (esp. of cherry blossoms); ikebana; japanese playing cards; (the) best

杏

Apricot (prunus armeniaca)

木漏れ日

Sunlight filtering through trees

うたた寝

Dozing, napping (e.g. on the floor in one''s clothes, in the train)

虫

Insect, bug, cricket, moth, worm

土

Earth, soil, dirt, clay, mud; the earth (historically, esp. as opposed to the heavens), the ground, the land; low-quality torinoko-gami (containing mud); (period of) refraining from construction in the direction of the god of the earth (in on''youdou)

死骸

Body, corpse, remains

捨てる

To throw away, to cast away, to dump, to discard; to abandon, to desert, to leave; to give up, to resign

錆びる

To rust, to become rusty

灯台

Lighthouse; old-fashioned interior light fixture comprising a wooden pole with an oil-filled dish and a wick atop it

飴

(hard) candy, toffee; rice-sugar, sugar made from the starch of rice, potatoes, etc; amber, yellowish-brown

自転車

Bicycle

橋

Pons (pontes), pons varolii, pontine, part of the brain stem (links the medulla oblongata and cerebellum with the midbrain)

アーチ

Arch; home run

薄荷

Mint (e.g. peppermint, spearmint, etc.); japanese peppermint (mentha arvensis var. piperascens)

漁港

Fishing harbour, fishing harbor

心

Mind, heart, spirit; the meaning of a phrase (riddle, etc.)

前

Ago, before (some event), previously, (minutes) to (the hour); in front (of), before (e.g. the house); head (of a line), front (e.g. of a bus), fore part; in the presence of; helping, portion; privates, private parts

駅

Station

ストーブ

(room) heater, stove

木造

Wooden, made of wood

明日

Tomorrow; near future

変える

To change, to alter, to transform, to convert, to turn, to vary; to reform, to revise, to amend

今日

Today, this day; these days, recently, nowadays

昨日

Yesterday

みたい

-like, sort of, similar to, resembling

分かる

To understand, to comprehend, to grasp, to see, to get, to follow; to become clear, to be known, to be discovered, to be realized, to be realised, to be found out

思う

To think, to consider, to believe; to think (of doing), to plan (to do); to judge, to assess, to regard; to imagine, to suppose, to dream; to expect, to look forward to; to feel, to desire, to want; to recall, to remember

僕

I, me; you; manservant

死ぬ

To die, to pass away; to lose spirit, to lose vigor, to look dead; to cease, to stop

心

Mind, heart, spirit; the meaning of a phrase (riddle, etc.)

空っぽ

Empty, vacant, hollow

泣く

To cry, to weep, to sob, to howl

満たす

To satisfy, to fulfill, to appease; to fill (e.g. a cup), to pack; to reach (a certain number)

願う

To desire, to wish, to hope; to beg, to request, to implore, to pray; to have something done for oneself

満たす

To satisfy, to fulfill, to appease; to fill (e.g. a cup), to pack; to reach (a certain number)

思う

To think, to consider, to believe; to think (of doing), to plan (to do); to judge, to assess, to regard; to imagine, to suppose, to dream; to expect, to look forward to; to feel, to desire, to want; to recall, to remember

僕

I, me; you; manservant

死ぬ

To die, to pass away; to lose spirit, to lose vigor, to look dead; to cease, to stop

解ける

To come untied, to come apart

紐

String, cord; man who is financially dependent on a woman (such as a gigolo or, in the case of a prostitute, a pimp), pimp

靴

Shoes, boots, footwear, footgear

苦手

Poor (at), weak (in), not very good (at); dislike (of), difficult to deal with

結ぶ

To tie, to bind, to link; to bear (fruit); to close (e.g. deal), to confirm, to conclude; to connect (two distant places); to close tightly, to purse (e.g. lips); to unite (with), to ally, to join hands

繋がり

Connection, link, relationship

人

Person

然

Like that, as such; yeah, uh-huh

思う

To think, to consider, to believe; to think (of doing), to plan (to do); to judge, to assess, to regard; to imagine, to suppose, to dream; to expect, to look forward to; to feel, to desire, to want; to recall, to remember

僕

I, me; you; manservant

死ぬ

To die, to pass away; to lose spirit, to lose vigor, to look dead; to cease, to stop

僕

I, me; you; manservant

少年

Boy, juvenile, young boy, youth, lad

見つめる

To stare at, to gaze at, to look hard at, to watch intently, to fix one''s eyes on

上

From the standpoint of, as a matter of (e.g. fact), in the field of, being of the type of; aboard (a ship or vehicle), on top of, on, above; first volume (e.g. book); superior quality, best, top, high class; going up; governmental, imperial; presenting, showing; ana- (medical, biol.)

ベッド

Bed

土下座

Kneeling down on the ground, prostrate oneself

日

Day, days; sun, sunshine, sunlight; case (esp. unfortunate), event

僕

I, me; you; manservant

音

Sound, noise, report; note; fame; chinese-derived character reading

生活

Living, life (one''s daily existence), livelihood

パソコン

Personal computer

明かり

Light, illumination, glow, gleam; lamp, light

上

From the standpoint of, as a matter of (e.g. fact), in the field of, being of the type of; aboard (a ship or vehicle), on top of, on, above; first volume (e.g. book); superior quality, best, top, high class; going up; governmental, imperial; presenting, showing; ana- (medical, biol.)

階

Storey, story, floor; stairs; stage (in chronostratigraphy); counter for storeys and floors of a building

部屋

Room, apartment, flat, pad, chamber; stable

薄

Japanese pampas grass (miscanthus sinensis), silver grass, zebra grass

音

Sound, noise, report; note; fame; chinese-derived character reading

少年

Boy, juvenile, young boy, youth, lad

塞ぐ

To stop up, to close up, to block (up), to plug up, to shut up, to cover (ears, eyes, etc.), to close (eyes, mouth); to stand in the way, to obstruct; to occupy, to fill up, to take up; to perform one''s role, to do one''s duty; to feel depressed, to mope

耳

Ear; hearing; edge, crust; selvedge (non-fray machined edge of fabrics), selvage

チャイム

Chime

フォン

Phon (unit of loudness); fond, (soup) stock; phone

インター

Interchange; international; inter-

畳

Tatami mat, japanese straw floor coverings

見える

To be seen, to be in sight; to look, to seem, to appear; to come

戦う

To make war (on), to wage war (against), to go to war (with), to fight (with), to do battle (against); to compete (against); to struggle (against adversities, etc.), to fight, to contend, to resist

敵

Opponent, rival, adversary; menace, danger, threat, enemy

六

Six

一間

One room

ゴール

Goal, basket (basketball), finishing line, winning post; gaul

どうせ

Anyhow, in any case, at any rate, after all, at all, no matter what; at best, at most

醜い

Ugly, unattractive; unsightly, unseemly

思う

To think, to consider, to believe; to think (of doing), to plan (to do); to judge, to assess, to regard; to imagine, to suppose, to dream; to expect, to look forward to; to feel, to desire, to want; to recall, to remember

僕

I, me; you; manservant

死ぬ

To die, to pass away; to lose spirit, to lose vigor, to look dead; to cease, to stop

人

Person

言う

To say, to utter, to declare; to name, to call; to go (e.g. "the alarm went ping"), to make a noise

冷たい

Cold (to the touch), chilly, icy, freezing; coldhearted, unfeeling

泣く

To cry, to weep, to sob, to howl

愛す

To love

人

Person

知る

To be aware of, to know, to be conscious of, to cognize, to cognise; to notice, to feel; to understand, to comprehend, to grasp; to remember, to be acquainted with (a procedure); to experience, to go through, to learn; to be acquainted with (a person), to get to know; to concern

温もり

Warmth

思う

To think, to consider, to believe; to think (of doing), to plan (to do); to judge, to assess, to regard; to imagine, to suppose, to dream; to expect, to look forward to; to feel, to desire, to want; to recall, to remember

僕

I, me; you; manservant

死ぬ

To die, to pass away; to lose spirit, to lose vigor, to look dead; to cease, to stop

笑う

To laugh; to smile; to sneer, to ridicule; to be dumbfounded, to be flabbergasted

考える

To think about, to take into consideration; to ponder, to reflect, to try to come at a conclusion, to think over (something); to intend, to decide (to do), to plan; to come up with, to devise, to scheme; to predict, to anticipate, to expect; to suspect, to doubt; to consider (somebody to be something), to look on

死ぬ

To die, to pass away; to lose spirit, to lose vigor, to look dead; to cease, to stop

生きる

To live, to exist; to make a living, to subsist; to be in effect, to be in use, to function; to come to life, to be enlivened; to be safe (in baseball, go, etc.)

真面目

Diligent, serious, honest, sober, grave, earnest, steady

事

Thing, matter; incident, occurrence, event, something serious, trouble, crisis; circumstances, situation, state of affairs; work, business, affair; after an inflectable word, creates a noun phrase indicating something the speaker does not feel close to; nominalizing suffix; pretending to ..., playing make-believe ..; alias, aka, nickname, alternative name, also known as

思う

To think, to consider, to believe; to think (of doing), to plan (to do); to judge, to assess, to regard; to imagine, to suppose, to dream; to expect, to look forward to; to feel, to desire, to want; to recall, to remember

僕

I, me; you; manservant

死ぬ

To die, to pass away; to lose spirit, to lose vigor, to look dead; to cease, to stop

出会う

To meet (by chance), to come across, to run across, to encounter, to happen upon; to meet (e.g. of rivers, highways, etc.); to emerge and engage (an enemy)

人

Person

生まれる

To be born

世界

The world, society, the universe; sphere, circle, world; renowned, world-famous, well-known outside of japan; realm governed by one buddha, space

好き

-phil, -phile, enthusiast (for), love (of); being attractive (to), to tend to be liked (by)

少し

Small quantity, little, few, something; little while; short distance

生きる

To live, to exist; to make a living, to subsist; to be in effect, to be in use, to function; to come to life, to be enlivened; to be safe (in baseball, go, etc.)

人

Person

世界

The world, society, the universe; sphere, circle, world; renowned, world-famous, well-known outside of japan; realm governed by one buddha, space

期待

Expectation, anticipation, hope

少し

Small quantity, little, few, something; little while; short distance